Changes……with yourself, with life, with Michael with people, are inevitable , uncontrollable, unpredictable, unbearable, unwilling , and definitely uncompromising . So brace yourself for the change that is to hurt, come and most importantly happen. I’ll hold on to you throughout it all just don’t let me go.
With that being said, I would love for you t caress my soul and heal this pain, it hurts so bad knowing you aren’t here to share this with me, I have her close to my heart, I am taking good care of her. She is much stronger than before. It seems she faces more sense of fear and lack of trust now that ur gone. It’s ok. I tell her every night I love her and that she can tell me everything and anything that’s bothering her, no latter how much it hurts, the older she gets the moe sensitive she is. I wish I could just take her away from all this. She doesn’t deserve any of this. I’m still trying to ask myself why this happen and most importantly how and why does it hurt so bad at that, why does she crave love and attention so much, sometimes I don’t feel like I’m enough when I comes to her. She is so alone In this giant world full of people. i love her so much. I would do anything to protect her and I don’t want no one hurting her. She gets enough pain hat she doesn’t deserve and it sucks. It was good talking to you. Goodnight